We are beautiful,We are doomed

bit farewell

2010-06-09T03:50:00.003+08:00

OK IM DONE
muah,i'll be seeing ya((:
http://teenagegypsyy.tumblr.com
kthnksloveyoubye

wheredideverybodygo?

2010-05-22T16:36:00.001+08:00

lets getaway.lets

May meet up

2010-05-22T16:16:00.003+08:00

tpturns20

2010-05-09T02:07:00.004+08:00

CNN Day plus Jam n hop
temasek turns 20!
jam n hop was awesome.
definitely release all the stress i had.
yeowzaaaaa ^^

PS- me love u too SYAF(:

hello,hello,hello,how low?

2010-05-09T01:15:00.004+08:00

went jamming with them^ a number of days ago.
loool.jamming vid is up on my facebook profile:D:D

zonkedout

2010-05-06T11:59:00.003+08:00

if u're wondering how i am,im just really zonked.
all i want is one free day with absolutely nothing to do.
ystd went from a 9-4 school day to work till 11.
i think im going nuts.doing all this multi-tasking shit.
its 12.10pm and i have class at 2 till 5.and cca from 6-9.
wekkkkkkkk.

kitty kite

2010-05-06T11:37:00.004+08:00

to the noisy mats 0.0

i love my girls(:

candyworld

2010-04-22T15:07:00.002+08:00

GET BACK TO REALITY
BOOM!

Temasek's Biznuss

2010-04-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

Biz Biz Biz BIZ,NUSSSSSSSS

*clapclap,clapclap*

Ofcouse business school won the interschool thingy
apparently for the 6th time in a row.wow wee
i scream2 alone.i didnt care about a thing lols.
loner2 pon boleh jadi screamo hokay.hehheheh
But yeah i went off early to head off to esss for their speech dayy when
the others went to bedok reservoir to catch the regatta(dragon boat race)
yeah i ditched the new sch to go to the old.whoops.

Band played nicelyyy yey.*dancedance*
the trmb section are at its peak.in my opinion*winkswinks*
worites yeah,its nice to see those familiar friendly faces:D
on monday,school starts AHHHHH!
i dont even know how to get to class 0.0

oh wells,i'll figure it out.hopefully.
wish me luck.
and have a goooodday :D

ohhhyeaaa carlyyy

2010-04-14T02:17:00.002+08:00

oh hey and her name is...CarlyblueZ:D:D

hynotized

2010-04-07T19:07:00.003+08:00

messed up in the head,

messsed up emotionally.
silent still.

outsoutsbabyiceicebaby

2010-04-04T03:08:00.006+08:00

First of all Happy belated bday fawahhh!
went out on farah's bday,2nd april.
plan to go to marina barrage and fly kite.
but too bad the weather is gloomy nowadays.
so we decided to go to kallang for iceskating
buuuut !no,due to some stuff we scretch out iceskating and go to geyland.for karaoke instead.
buuuuutt!when we reach there,its closed.(major muke mat malaysia--.--)
so yeah went to eat at mr teh tarik and the day took a turn when we talked and stuff.
this shows that all u need is awesome ppl to make ur day blissful.thats it.
pics as always.
cheersmuah:D

ohoh,thanks bbys for all the laughter
(smpi tersedu-sedu aku,jarak sedu=2hrs*winks to irah*)
ya'll made me feel a whole lot better too.muahmuah:D

seoulbeach

2010-04-04T02:44:00.004+08:00

Went to eat at workplace on wednesday,aka paydayyyyy:D

before that went back to esss to collect our testimonials
it feels really weird and i miss school n 4e3 n shit.lols
anw,went to the beach too,ran in the rain,and snap some pics too.
yeyyyyyy 0.0

aww,melovewelovewawa
cyacheers:D

silenceiskiller

2010-04-03T02:56:00.004+08:00

this pass few days have been badsadmad.
to the point where only eating classic ol ice cream
and the sky with twinkly stars help me feel better at 2am.
so guys,the next time you feel down,cup ur eyes and look up.
or go to the streets and blur ur sight to see them fireworks.
cheers,
goodnight(:

kikckass adrenaline

2010-03-29T04:54:00.010+08:00

Universal Studios
awesome people,gorgeous place,hell of a good time.
doesnt get any better than that.
alright2,pictures talk,doncha know?
oh wait,special thnks to shafique for lending the kachings:D
cheers

Universal fun(:

2010-03-28T03:05:00.006+08:00

had killer bloodshot fun and thrill :D:D:D
.more pictures comingggg.
kthnksbye

outdated pics

2010-03-28T02:47:00.004+08:00

outdated pics,i know,but i dont care :P

silly chills

2010-03-14T18:32:00.004+08:00

I feel that time is really slow nowadays.Maybe cos i've been doing litarally nth lately.eccept for work.Kalau tak kerje,lepak.Kalau tak lepak,makan.Kalau tak makan,tido.ape nak jadi daaaaaaa.
Oh right,i just submitted all the poly enrolement forms n shit ystd or so.Went to tp personally and i got scared and self-conscious by the many ppl there lols.I swear my first day at tp will be so filled with nervous laughters -.- thank god i have farah.oh,and i think i lost my touch for guitar abit.i really need to get it back :S argh,cmoooon payday come faster!i got a whole list of shit i neeeeeeeeeeeed.
not to mention universal studios.yeow! :D:D

ok booo,im missing aloooot of ppl ):
kthnksmuahbye

P.A.L

2010-03-02T12:51:00.004+08:00

been busybusy lately but im totally free today! shakeshake
but,i open an unread text and nw i feel really..shitty
here's the deal,people never change.
yep never.thats what i've learn.
even if they change for a little while,
they will definitely change back.
its just who they are,who we are.
i shan't fall for the power quote''i will change beb''
bullshit.

''people always leave aye?''
''yeah,they do.you knw they do.''
''so you're leaving now arent you?''
''no,just my trust''

dancing in the monlight everybody's feeling warm and bright
(dancedance)

buzzbuzzbusy

2010-02-26T09:47:00.003+08:00

Hello awesome ppl.Just a quick update,i've just started working at Seoul.G .
Ystd was my second day,did some mistakes but not as much as the first day.
First day was crazymad.the 50% discount really got the ppl riled up.
And i worked frm 12 to closing on the first day.that was nuts.
Didnt sat for 12hrs.And now im sick.wekkkkk
okeh working later :(((((((((

Im craving some ben and Jerry's cookie dough icecream goooodnesss
okaythnksbyee:D:D

wekkkk

2010-02-18T00:46:00.004+08:00

SOS

2010-02-17T07:14:00.004+08:00

Charming bull manure:D

1. Put your iTunes/ Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Travis-Love will come thru (righhhhtttt....)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
MJ feat akon & Will.i.Am - Gotta be startin smth (ah my gawd EXACTLY..)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
T.Killers-Smile Like You Mean It (ok sensible,smile even when manure happens)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Travis-Closer (nyeh???)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Blood red shoes- Stich Me back (omg that doesnt sound good.hahah)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
MJ-butterflies (prettypretty things.yesss)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
T.beatles-Lucy in the sky with diamonds (yes,totally drugy bestfriend)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
T.Moffats-because you loved me (ok shit kinda true)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
C.brown-Superhuman (preciselyy..)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Jay Z-Show me what you got (hahahahhahahahhaha)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Blur-Tender (ahh.yesyes...maybe huh?)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Bright eyes- Road to joy (joy=judgement day? wtf hahahaha)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
T.Raconteurs- Steady as she goes

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
B.Spears- Gimme more (whuuuuuuuuuut? LOL)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Sufjan Stevens- To be alone with you (oh yaaa.*shivers*)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Kelly Rowland-Like this
(LOL sorta,the m.video is soo ''Whuuut",the song too actually.ok,why do i even have this song!)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Beyonce-If i were a boy (errr..yea boys are mean?ok some-.-)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Chris Brown-KissKiss (ahh.see...YES! kekekeke)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Scissor Sisters-Take Your Mama Out (haaaaaaaaaaaa)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Mika-Love today (0.0 coincedence or whut?)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Rihanna-SOS (yeah totally. bored outta my mind enough to be doing this shit)

Okayyyy boredass ppl shud do this..some really got you thinking 0.0

oooyea ooyea

2010-02-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

I don’t care if Monday’s blue
Tuesday’s gray and Wednesday too.
Thursday, I don’t care about you
It’s Friday, I’m in love.

Monday, you can fall apart
Tuesday, Wednesday, break my heart.
Oh Thursday doesn’t even start,
It’s Friday, I’m in love.

I don’t care if Monday’s black,
Tuesday, Wednesday, heart attack.
Thursday never looking back
It’s Friday, I’m in love.

Monday, you can hold your head,
Tuesday, Wednesday, stay in bed.
Oh Thursday, watch the walls instead,
It’s Friday, I’m in love.

-t.cure

i guess we are just having fun 0.0

2010-02-12T08:35:00.003+08:00

Straight up now tell me,do you really wanna love me forever? OOooo
or am i caught in a hit and run.
Straight up now tell me,is it really gonna be you and me together? OOoo
or are you just having fun

''hmm.what a pickle''
''i know right?''
''argh eff it.lets race :D''
''hah,okay...GO! *sprints*''

the sheer bliss of not knowing shit
Have a good dayyyy(:

WEK babicutey

2010-02-02T04:51:00.003+08:00

Its 5 am now and i am video calling fazirah.
look like bby rite(below)..hahahahah
this babicute just nw forgot her webcam is on and i saw her digging fer gold.
hehehehehheheheheh.muke syiok seh.LOL
What?everyone dig nose what!
no point post.just tt ya'll shud really try video-calling.
i think i grew some cheek muscles.laugh too much.
ahhhhhhhhh
kay byeeeeeeeeeee
hehehhehehehehhehehhehehehhehehhe

marmalade skies

2010-01-31T23:17:00.006+08:00

Picnic bbyyyyyy((:

sweetypieee HAH!

The 285th post

2010-01-24T21:01:00.006+08:00

So tempted to chop my hair off.hmmmm.
anwanw,living a really stagnant life and
i wish sch would just start already.gaawd..
ohkkkk,here's a MJ montage i did about 2 months ago 0.0
(Blackorwhite,Thewayyoumakemefeel,Billiejean)

oh,mj haters,dont press play(:

okgoobyeawesomeppl(:(:

aye yo where ma Gs at?

2010-01-24T16:55:00.003+08:00

In the town with my Gs :D

at the esplanade terrace

CHAK! hehe

nyehh..ate candy floss till i pukeeeee
i'll be back with a proper update
(:(:
kthnksbye

cynical

2010-01-23T08:22:00.003+08:00

Ironic as it is,
we always love the ones who make us cry,
and we'll always hurt the ones we love.

Haveagoodday<3

Chalet bbyyyyyyyyyyyy

2010-01-22T21:12:00.006+08:00

CHALET BABBBYYYY :D
okok i knw im so late but i still wanna post the picture la ok?
hehe

anakku hilang ke mana

sane

INsane

BBY POOOO

concentration is key
babi beruannnnggggggg

babicuteeeeeee

kthnksbye:D:D

paths

2010-01-15T05:45:00.003+08:00

Being the last minute person that i am,
i submitted my course choices on the last day at 5.30am.
lets just hope i got the course listed as number 1 yea?
so here's the lucky twelve.

1.Business/Logistics&Operation mgt/Marketing (TP)
2.Hospitality& Tourism Management(TP)
3.Leisure&Resort Management(TP)
4.Retail Management(TP)
5.Law & Management(TP)
6.Visual communications(TP)

7.Human Resource with Psychology(SP)
8.Logistics Management(NP)
9.International Business(SP)
10.Communications & Media Management (TP)
11.Pharmaceutical Science(TP)
12.Retail & Hospitality Design(TP)

have a good day:D:D

unforseed bliss

2010-01-13T20:18:00.004+08:00

HEY GUYSSS :D:D
okay, the olevels results turn out well for me.
i got an L1R4 of 11(minus-ed bonus points) to enter poly,obviously not going to JC.
when ppl told me to go i would just crack up and say NO.

English-although i messed up my letter so severely,i got a b3! (prediction:6)
Phy/Chem-majormajor shock since i fail in prelims,an A2 :D(prediction:5)
Mathematics-A dissapointment, a b3. (prediction:2)
Malay- mum: ''nmpk sah bukan anak melayu asli'' LOL ,a b3 (prediction:3)
Dnt-After all the hard work,the A2 was a slap on the face.(prediction:1)
Humans-i cant believe i got a b4.its no dist but i have NEVER ever pass it (predictions:7)
Poa-target b4 paper,B3.after paper,''damn im getting an F'' but nope a C6(Predictions:8)

pretty okay for an after prelims mugger :D:D
based on the predictions,i have no confidence whatsover lol
im proud of me,and all my pals for doing their best and getting past the Os
oh and thnks to Franko,weikiat,teachers and my friends for helping me lots.
its time for change,a new chapter in life.
poly life fer me,fer Sho (:(:

ohoh,i turn 17 today!:D:D
and btw,guess what i did on my last minutes of being a 6teen yr old.
i wiped my bro's freakin puke of the floor.classic moment LOL
he got food poisoning + fever.and i satyed home to TC of him.
so sweeeeet right????? ok moving on,
a big THANKS to ALL who wish me.
those who compete to be the first to wish at 12 mid.
thankyouthankyou.love you all MUAH!

Ps- ME LOVE SUNBAE
teeheeeee

Kthnksya'llbyeeeeeee

wesoawesomewesokewl(:

2010-01-06T13:19:00.006+08:00

CAMWHORE(:(:(:

Alrighttt.
im totally free and hella bored.
so yeah,ask me out!anyoneeeeeeee
LOL.

haveAnicedayyyyyyy
kthnksbye(:

2010 babyyyyyyyyyy

2010-01-02T08:00:00.008+08:00

SLEEEEEEEEEPOVERRRRRR :D

Yep,a great way to welcome 2010.
hanging out with the Gs
nail polish,magazines,hothot gossip,books,
youtube vids-tweetW****,can i have your number?
and also hanging out at the park at 2am eating food bought from cheers
we sure do have lotsa fun and i love you alll
TEEHEE

minah2 kampong baru bangun!

Alright..enjoy your day people.
happy 2010! chioss(:

2o1o

2009-12-31T00:26:00.000+08:00

Kiss goodbye to the mean 2009 :D
happy new year everybodayyy !!!

niceguysfinishlast -- strike that(:

2009-12-24T01:36:00.004+08:00

i discovered smth today.
i realise that im attracted to jerks.
yep,and the next time i do,
someone shud really slap me and wake me the hell up (:

its been great,but its time to let us go
cya ard assmuch

mewantukulele

2009-12-22T01:29:00.003+08:00

Sho cuteeeeeeeeeee

gliteryglits

2009-12-19T03:25:00.004+08:00

That was the turning point;
That was one lonely night!

The star maker says, "It ain't so bad"
The dream maker's gonna make you mad
The spaceman says, "Everybody look down!
Its all in your mind!''

-T.killers

randomrandomrandommmm

2009-12-17T00:31:00.003+08:00

its that time of the month again and hurts real bad
i've not been eating properly skipped lunch everday
Thus,my anemia is back.
gawd,i remembered wishing to be a dude everytime this happens.
anw,facebook got this group:
If girls have periods every sigle month,guys should have to be kicked in the nuts once every month.
so true la.it will then be fair.
idk why im bloging bout this.maybe im just frustrated with the cramps.

ARGHHHHHHH
lawl k byebye

Partypartyprom

2009-12-16T03:37:00.012+08:00

PROM(:

*ShakesASS:D*

Prom,simply awesome.people let loose,shake here shake there.
NOW,i really feel that Os is done.i had a good time.thnks janiah,ily!
sleepover at irah's was filled with laughter
andand,i love everyone who came.
MUAH,TEEHEE!

2009-12-12T15:51:00.000+08:00

LAWL i want one too!

dash

2009-12-10T01:04:00.004+08:00

I'm finally gonna get out of this stinking house tmr.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
meeting my awesome girls.you have no idea how much i miss them.lawls
gonna survey some dresses for prom(duh)
mum's been VERY strict,all of a sudden.idk why.
and it really sucks.o level's done
all the late night studying while having in mind the fun im gonna had during this period of time.
and its not worth it,studying like hell if i cant enjoy after rite?

im very pissed this few days.i haven't went out for a week now.
but i did went out in the wee hours to run/sprint and let all the rage out.
and it really works.i may look like some lunatic though,running at 2am.haha
the sky was filled with stars and the big orangy moon was out that night.
it made me feel a tad bit of freedom.
plus, i trimmed of some of those fats i put on during the olevel period.
studying makes me eat alot for some reasons -.-.so yeah.
i lost about 3kg since i started(:
lesson learnt there's no need for gym.waste money.
just get off ur ass and run :D

Just FYI,
the moon appears orange when it is low in the sky and when there's alot dust particles in the atmosphere.cos when the moon is low its much farther for the light waves to travel to us then when its high and alongtheway some colours get reflected by air particles (short wavelength) and cant make it thru all the dust and pollution.SO,only those colours with long wavelength make it thru which is orange(duh),red and yellowww
[Visible light :D]
(wow,i sound like Farah.i think i miss her too much{say 'awwww'}) LOL?

alrightfinegoodbyeeeeeee

frown daze tear.

2009-12-07T03:22:00.003+08:00

i gonna die at home.really soon.
i feel so down all the time.
in the state of depression or what?
gawd,i need some cheering up to do.
and ofcourse i cant find any joy cause im locked in jail.
literally locked.
damn,fug this shit.im going for a run.

realisation

2009-12-06T03:34:00.005+08:00

Some weird stranger dude smelled my hair today,
charmingly smiled when i turned to face 'em,i gave the 'wtf' face,
and he goes.. ''hey,sorry cant help it'' *awkwardsilence*
''erm,what shampoo you use uh?''
Guy at background:hahaa,wtf.what a way to start a convo

hahahahaa
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Momma's birthday ystd,celebrate her 43rd,
and i realised today that the split was for the best.
I've never felt closer to my family and i guess everything happens for a reason.
oh,its been over a year since i saw him.
its really heartbreaking seeing him leave but,all of it had turned to anger and hatred,
to the point that im really thankful for his flight out off our lives.wow.

alright nuff said -.-
holdontighttoyourloveones 'n'
haveagooddaye(:

everything that pops up in my head :D

2009-12-04T17:40:00.004+08:00

Alright its been a really long time since i did a REAL update.so here it goes..
alright olevel,i've been preparing myself for the ultimate worst thing that can happen.
i even plan to retake Os during june if results really sucks.yeah,i have no confidence whatsoever.
holidays been a blur,i woke up n find myself wondering what i did the day before.
that pretty much shows how boring its been.

mom's been puting me on a very tight leash.oh,did i mention i got grounded?
yep,16 n grounded...cause i reached hoem nearly 1am.
(i mean,its a chalet,ur surpose to come hm late!)
its sounds crap to me.whatever,im still going out.
anw,i need a good pal be my shopping buddy but it seems like everyone its out of kechings -.-
(save ppl,save your moneyyy) andand i wanna buy a ukelele and a acoustic G soon.i hope.
i just cant seem to make a choice when im at the guitar shop 0.0
andand.im jobless): boooooooooooooooooooo
im sitting on a fence about prom..idk if im going onot,plus i need a nice dress (-.- indecisive kid.)
caught new moon ystd,i hink its way better than twilight...
oh,i heard many complain bout it n all..and i think ppl shud shutthefup.
not just refering to movies perse,just those who complain endlessly got on my nerves lately.everythings notgoodenough for them. i mean,ppl shud be appriciative right?gawd..
oh,its been Rain>Sunshine lately and im lovin it :D
haha wow,i shud end this post filled with random shitxzxz with...

Jacob black is totally hot.edward too!
damn im confuse on which team to be in.pfft.
kbyeloveya'll

nyehhhhh

2009-12-04T16:00:00.001+08:00

Two Names You Go By

1. Knisa
2. Khai

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Pakistan
2. arab/Bugis :S

Two things that scare you
1. The dark
2. Lizards / bats

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. Internet
2. music

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. Band tee
2. ankle bracelet

Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
1. Conor Oberst
2. Los Campesinos!

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Listening/making-music
2. Eating

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. A straightass spine :D
2. Revamp room

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. New York
2. Hawaii

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. See the world
2. Find my soulmate

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. My eye's really itchy
2. i need a dress

Two favorite web sites
1. YouTube
2. twitter

Two Favorite Sports
1. Cycling
2. Race car driving

Two People who will fill this out
idk?boredasshell ppl(like me)

Two things you did last night
1. On the phone
2. Singing really bad to annoy bro.hehe

Two shows you like to watch
1. Gossip Girl
2. 90210

Two places you like to go to
1. Town
2. Beach-east coast

Two Favorite People
1. i dont 'favorite' my friends -.-
2. low key musicians and johnny depp

Two Favorite Subjects In School
1. (i dun have any favs)
2. :D

Two Favorite Places to eat
1. BurgerKing
2. Pizza Hut

Two People that live in your house
1. mom
2. bros

Two things you like about yourself (physical)
1. my hair ( sometimes)
2. eyelashes

Two things you ate today
1. Teh tarik!
2. MacD's fries

Two people you last talked to
1. Mom
2. Bro

Two Things you’re doing tomorrow
1. *secret*
2. jogjogjog

aloof

2009-11-28T16:19:00.006+08:00

[ ^ that pretty much explains how i feel right now]

'' let's go out ''
'' i can't ''
'' kthnksbye ''

simple pleasures life has to offer.

2009-11-16T01:21:00.002+08:00

Sleeping In on a Rainy Day – As the rain beats lightly against the window, you nestle your head deeper into your pillow. The sound is soothing and your bed feels like a sanctuary. There is no place you would rather be.

Finding Money You Didn’t Know You Had – You reach into your pocket and find a $20 bill from the last time you wore these jeans. You aren’t rich, but you are richer than you were a second earlier.

Making Brief Eye Contact with Someone of the Opposite Sex – You pass him/her on the street or in the subway. He/she glances up at you momentarily, making direct eye contact in a way that seems to communicate a subtle curiosity. For a split second it makes you think… and then it’s gone.

Seeing a Friend Stumble Over Himself – As you walk across the street with your friend, he fails to accurately address the curb on the other side. He trips and stumbles around momentarily before regaining his footing, then swiftly attempts to play it off like nothing happened. This can be a hilarious sight if the moment is right.

Hearing the Right Song at the Right Moment - It doesn’t matter what the setting is, hearing the right song for that moment,as it rattles your ear drums, the entire meaning of life seems crystal clear.as the song brings you back to the time where you heard it first.

Catching a Glimpse of Bare Skin on the Opposite Sex – For guys, it’s when the waitress bends over a little too far. For girls it’s seeing that buff guy wearing a speedo. Either way, when you see a bit more skin than you were expecting on the opposite sex, you can’t help but to smirk on the inside.

Saying the Same Thing Simultaneously – There is a moment of silence. Then all of the sudden you and your friend blurt out the same exact set of words simultaneously. This rare occurrence is something to smile about.

Realizing You Have More Time to Sleep – Something abruptly awakens you and you think it’s time to get up. Then you squint over at your alarm clock and realize you still have 2 more hours to sleep. A warm euphoric feeling shoots though your body as you glide gracefully back to your dreams.

A Familiar Smell – You just pulled into your parent’s driveway and opened the car door. You haven’t been home in a long while. You smell familiarity in the air, the scent of a large pine tree in the neighbor’s yard. As you head through the front door, more familiar smells consume your senses. Gosh, it feels good to be home…

A Beautiful View – As the car veers around the side of the mountain you gaze out the passenger window. It’s a clear, sunny day and you can see the entire valley below filled with wild flowers and bright green vegetation. The scenery reminds you of something you once saw in National Geographic. But here it is live, right before your eyes.

Reminiscing About Old Times with Your Closest Friends – Pink Floyd once said “the memories of a man in his old age are the deeds of a man in his prime”. There is no simple pleasure more satisfying than recounting the greatest moments of your life with your closest friends who lived these moments alongside you.

Receiving an Unexpected Compliment – It’s been an average day. Nothing really great has happened, but nothing terrible occurred either. This monotonous day has put you in a dreary mood. Unexpectedly, an older, attractive guy taps you and said you're pretty. The day just got a whole lot better.

Having a Good Laugh – Laughter is the greatest cure of all. Life is extraordinary in the moments when you are laughing so hard you can barely breathe. These moments of deep laughter are divine in the sense that they cleanse your mood and set your mind on a positive track.

Holding Hands with Someone You Love – Every time she grabs your hand you are overcome with an awareness of how much she means to you. Holding hands is sensual and physically intimate, yet subtle. There are few people you allow to hold your hand, so when it happens you can be sure that the moment is special.

have a freakin' good day(:

eaglesflyingoff,highintothesky

2009-11-14T02:55:00.007+08:00

smilessssssssss

2009-11-10T02:29:00.004+08:00

''Is this true or am i overreacting baby?'

''it isnt true you're just hallucinating honey''

teeheee

zombiefied

2009-10-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

''damn, all this studying better pay off''
i'll be back
im out:D

kiss goodbye...

2009-10-18T00:56:00.005+08:00

GRADUATION!!
I'm driving away:(
4 great years I'll always cherish
and muahh,cya esss :D:D

raye belom habis oi!!

2009-10-11T13:43:00.006+08:00

the crazy bunch who made me burst out with the ugliest laughter,
ahhhhhhhhhhh(:

:D:D

charlie bit me!

2009-10-09T01:47:00.004+08:00

oh c'mon, how cute is this!!
charlieeeeeeee

wow this post screams how boring my life is right now.lawls.
alright,alright,back to poa -.-

knisa

badass day

2009-10-02T18:39:00.004+08:00

alright this officially sucks.
its freakin Friday.
I'm at home doing freakin maths
i hate the stupid question which i spent 15 minutes doing
and didn't even get the freakin answer right
Friends are off to jalan raye
suha called its sounds freakin fun
and oh, freakin O is coming
im so not even freakin close to ready
prelim freakin sucks
and im just freakin pissed.
yupyupyup
i think freakin is my new freakin favorite word now

alrightalright what a depressing post.
HAVE A FREAKIN GOOD DAY PEOPLE :D:D
kthnksloveyoubye

damnit,ithinkimissyou):

Rayeeeeeeeeee :D

2009-09-25T04:34:00.008+08:00

Selamat hari raye everyone(:
maaf zahir dan batin!

omg first malay song cover.
so awkward.
Okaythnksbye(:

outdated fun

2009-09-25T04:01:00.007+08:00

SLEEPOVER AT IRAH'S
DURING SEPT HOLS :D

Me love PATRICK :D

vampwolfwolf

2009-09-13T23:18:00.007+08:00

OMG i just had a total bimbo twilight fanatic moment.
i was so giggly somehow.pfft.
side effects of too much physics for the day?
ok blablabla.
It just looks so much more awesome than i thought it would be.
they made it believable,as if vamps exist.
random ques but why the hell did they make Edward so hairy --.--
OKTHATSIT
GOWATCHTHEDAMNVIDEO!

kthnksloveyoubye

The masked one

2009-09-10T17:08:00.002+08:00

After being friend for the longest of time,
you still judge and mock for the sake of making a good joke.

the dejected expression on your face,Smug.
you say its a tease?
i say its a myth that you're funny.

au revoir

2009-09-03T21:05:00.007+08:00

Alright.
Design and technology coursework is finally done as of 28 august.
i must say day of dateline is full of stress yet filled with nervous laughter.
Definitely relief yet i found myself missing the damn a3 folio.Lawl
the horror and dread to stay back every single day filled our heads,
yet how ironic when it was filled with smiles(:(:

''Clean up,Clean up,everybody clean up,everybody do you part''
''Whatever laaaa"
"I have to go off already,bring my son go cut hair''

EDIT:
I found my final pic of the product(:wee

alright,time to hustle

gobblegobble

2009-09-01T07:30:00.005+08:00

29 Aug 2009
Break Fast With Awesome People
yeah,say no more(:

placidity

2009-08-24T17:14:00.003+08:00

i need peace and serenity
C'mon where's the joy in life?!

plus,i'm doing yoga to stop the pain on my hips due to scoliosis.
(thus the pic above.duhduh)
lawl.i feel old.
peeeeesssshh):

what makes my heart smile

2009-08-16T10:13:00.007+08:00

Having the ball of a time with friends.
Sleeping in on Sunday mornings with a heavy downpour going on outside.
Things with zebras or cats on them.
When watching a concert of Micheal Jackson,and the audience appreciate it so much
Exploring the old school music
Watching youtube videos of Elvis Presley
Elvis Presley's Tennessee accent
Looking at pretty photography.
When people i like like me back.
When i learn to play a whole song in 10 minutes tops
Playing music.
When i am able to singalong to a whole song and get all the lyrics right.
Being able to write a good song.
Guys with cute accents *meltmelt*
when Luke pritchard broke up with MB
Chocolate.
Burgers.
Coming home late.
Waking up with perfect hair.
Good face days.
Dressing in really colourful clothing from head to toe.
Laughing till i cry.
Lime flavoured toothpaste.
When people like my singing.
Listening to legendary musician's music
knowing dead musician are at peace,without hearing fallacies about themselves
Honesty.
Cold baths on a hot day.
Being appreciated.
Smiling at strangers.
When people in the service industry are nice.
Blasting a really good album on the stereo with heavy bass.
Feeling infinite.
Going home on the bus alone listening to music that suits my mood.
When i put my music player on shuffle mode, and it plays exactly all the songs that i love.When i drop my phone and it doesn't black out.
Remembering to do things.
Buying new things.
Men with thick beards playing the acoustic guitar and singing in high pitched voices.
Having a short hair cut.
DJmax
Sitting in trishaws.
Phonecalls.
When the last lesson of the day ends.
Having nice desktop wallpaper.
Laying on the ground not caring if its dirty
laying on the ground and sees the sky filled with bright twinkling stars
Entertaining people.
Cycling.
When a familiar song made me flashback on the good ol days.
Going to the movies.
Movies with happy endings
When the bad guys win
Texting.
Making people smile.
The sound of Franklin
When i skip my menses for a month.
Happy people.
New shoes.
Doing rebellious things.
Having long conversations about alot of things.
When bus uncles let me stay on the bus even if i shortchanged them.
Getting along with my family.
Knowing that someone cares.
Rainy days.
Cold weather.
Scratching where it itches.
Purchasing CDs.
Enjoying good food.
Buffets at expensive restaurants.
People watching.
Saying hi to old friends.
Friendly strangers.
Awkward moments.
Making people feel awkward by staring at them.
Girls who are pretty and not bitchy.
Dirty humour.
Pop music.
Lights.
Msn.
Spoiling my own image.
Stamping things.
Picking up money from the floor.
Irritating my brother.
Entertaining people.
Internet arguments.
Listening to bands you never heard of.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
When i get what i want for breakfast without having to ask for it.
Hotcakes.
Hugs.
Music magazines.
Fat animals.
Downloading music off the internet.
The internet.
The sweet sound of my guitar
Getting inspired.
Eureka moments.
Places with alot of nice, clean grass to lie on.
Jamming.
Inspirational websites.
Donating money.
Helping people.
Aceing my tests. (Which never really happens)
Loving old couples that hold hands.
When bad things happen to people that i don't like.
When there's peace at home.
Eating food off the floor and not having diarrhoea after that.
Nice smelling lotions.
Making long-ass lists like this one.

sooo....What makes your heart happy folks?

SG44

2009-08-09T09:57:00.001+08:00

HappyHappyBirthdaySingapore(:

angst

2009-08-08T11:19:00.003+08:00

never ending pressure to succeed
sucked up by society
trip and tumble over obstacles
get up,brush off,brace up
ignore those eyes staring into your soul
judging, making fallacies, perpetually

nonchalance didn't work.
and now I'm hallucinating,aloof.
too much on the mind yet my eyes define hollowness
the trick is to keep breathing,
yet i remain cynical.
These shackles have to go,now.
----------------------------------------------------------
on the contrary, let's just do this shit
yeah.ok.

kthnksbye(:

muaaaahhhh -.-

2009-08-04T17:43:00.001+08:00

I love luke pritchard :D:D

oh,im still at school.in the lab,doing dnt.

like wtf kan?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

kthnksbye((:

3 mths

2009-08-02T08:49:00.004+08:00

I NEED HELP :S
Chem is killing me
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

doldrums

2009-07-29T21:34:00.003+08:00

oh its only Wednesday,
what a hard week it has been.
anxiety fills me every single night before i went to bed.
what a way to feel 16.,supposedly time of your life.
isn't it?

iLOVEsg ? :D

2009-07-27T01:28:00.008+08:00

Went to ndp preview on Saturday.which was so fun to me.I've never seen it upfront.i don't bother to watch on TV till the fireworks part.gone before during the p5 days when i literally dont know wth was going on.i remembered screaming for just anything. -.- ANW,everything was cool and new to me.sooo jakon.even when lyya took a picture with her DSLR.and her flash thingy just pop out and we're like
'' *smile*eheh.waahhh..hahaha!!'' then snap!(pic below) LOLS.
thnks lyya for the tix :D:D

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

G string

2009-07-25T02:33:00.004+08:00

Alright.
My G string Snap.
soo.i cant play franklin for awhile i think...Yamaha out of stock. grr
so yeah.i feel naive w/o playing any kind of music
boooooooo

here's a COVER
this is just for kicks
i was sleepy and lethargic.
i dun even know why i record it like 3 weeks ago.zomg okayyyy...
FYI,im posting just for memory purposes and i want my G string pls(:
(LOL)

K THNKS BYE (:

ambush

2009-07-18T15:26:00.003+08:00

i lay idle in the middle of the court,looking at the bright stars at 3 in the morn.
The cool breeze sends me shivers yet not ominous,but comforting

the previous day was hard.accusation and insults filled my day.
When confronted,it was taken as a joke.Went home sick in the gut.
clock struck 12, and with a click of a button on the cellphone,
the message reads...
''follow your mind cos your heart's kinda dumb''

what a way to end a day,and what a way to begin another

daily dose

2009-07-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

First of all a big thanks to Farah for her help yesterday.
Dnt would be oh so torturous without her help.
now,it feels possible that i could be done by Wednesday. YeaYa!
went home feeling super lethargic
but the sense of accomplishment and relief filled me.so that's cool.
arghh.what a lame post.hahhaa
oh and i wanna be a guy,
period kills
):

and the lamest thing ever is i'm still devastated about mj's passing.
wtf is wrong with me!

kay,goodaye mates.

its too much :|

2009-07-08T19:39:00.003+08:00

Irritation surrounds me today.
as if the everything's out to get me.
sure,sure.you may think that's typical me,always the one easily irritated.
find,its okay.but today,i figured why can other dwell bout the bad day and i cant?
get this,i went to school,teachers telling us we're gonna fail if we don't buck up,blablabla.
thnks.but we're all trying.Dnt after school every single day made things so difficult.
its not even worth it.the A i wish to get just seemed effing impossible.i got 5 days to finish my artefact and i keep getting mood swings in the workshop.
getting cuts,burns on my fingers,carrying the metre and a half piece of bigass acrylic,
and looking at ppl mostly done with their masterpiece.
oh,get this,i went home and mum will dump her work problem on me.
or talk bout the divorce,or the house,or money or dad.
wahhh.that's comforting,after a long day that's how i end it,
ppl nagging in my ears,telling me to eat n shit.
and it repeats over and over again.
!@$!^%@#!^:
i feel like screaming i feel like sprinting till i reach wonderland
and climb the wonderwall,taking a walk on the skyhigh bridge,
watching the sunless day fade to a starless night,singing my heart out.
smile for a second,and scream like i just don't care.
c'mon,pls gimme a break.
thank you.

cupid got shot :0

2009-07-06T17:30:00.004+08:00

The greatest science in the world; in heaven and on earth; is love

kthnksbye(:

mj,mj(:

2009-07-04T22:29:00.006+08:00

farahamirah says:
*I WANNA CRY!
Dropdeadknisa says:
*asal?!*0.0
farahamirah says:
*MICHAEL JACKSON! *D;
Dropdeadknisa says:
*maaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkk *kau nii
farahamirah says:
*hehe*
*aku mcm in love with MJ
Dropdeadknisa says:
*aku pon!haish mj,mj.dulu aku ingat aku asyik ckp''mane Micheal Jackson?(ppl say he live in an island)aku nak gi tinggal ngan die uh.he seems so lonely'' *LOL
*that was when die ader court case pasal molest budak2.
farahamirah says:
*yeah same
*that point of time *i didnt like him
*cause i thought he really did that
Dropdeadknisa says:
*smpi sekarang die masih belum dikebumikan
*stupid.bile die nak rest in peace ni?
**bloodytoooot
farahamirah says:
*tuesday right?.
*drg bagi 11000 tix free for the ceremony
*nak pegi?*haha!
Dropdeadknisa says:
*hahah.gile.
*kesian die.haishh
farahamirah says:
*aku mcm nak hug dier gitu!
Dropdeadknisa says:
*samer uh..ahhhh! kita jumpe die kat syurga then kita hug lah kay?
farahamirah says:
*yeah!
*now i understand why orang2 sampai pengsan biler dier nyanyi
*aku dengar je my heart is racing
Dropdeadknisa says:
*lols..kalau aku dah born bile die tgh making those albums aku nak kahwin ngan die.
*before all the penyakit n shit happens.
Dropdeadknisa says:
*kasi die happy sikit
farahamirah says:
*aku pon nak!
Dropdeadknisa says:
*klah two wifes HAHA
farahamirah says:
*yeay!
*then kiter train anak2 kiter mcm jackson 5*hahahaha!
Dropdeadknisa says:
*set uh! woo. eh abih name kita jadi knisa jackson n farah jackson.
*COOL OR WHAT?!
farahamirah says:
*COOL COOL!*wahhhhh!
Dropdeadknisa says:
*hahahahahhah
farahamirah says:
*then aku kiter leh tolong with the music making!
Dropdeadknisa says:
*oooh yeahhh
*aku tgh carik this music vid.die seems so happy in that music video.his early days uh.teenhood i think
farahamirah says:
*aku ngah dngar lagu gone too soon
Dropdeadknisa says:
*http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yDkI75AcpHg
*tgk2.
*so genuine,so young n pure.before the madness
*alah the vid not clear.grr

-----------------------------------------------------
lols.crazy2.here's the vid.he seemed happy don't he?
truly the king(:
before madness

and after.great song.still

i know,i know,how cliche,talkin bout mj,now when his off.
c'mon we're only human,havent you heard of ''it takes one to lose somebody before we realise how greatly they mean to us''?

kthnksbye(:

hella hectic

2009-07-04T09:36:00.006+08:00

i come in peace,taking the path to hell.

the orals went surprisingly okay.i didn't choke.
was told that one of the teacher was strict,
but they both were really nice.
waiting for 1 hr and a half was a torture,
looking at everyone going out the holding room.
i kept drinking gulps of water and taking deep breaths to calm myself so i wont fidget and when my turn comes i wanted to pee.
so that sucks.haha.anw.
they keep nodding after i said my points so that's good.
they looked at me intently.so maybe i spoke a lil fast.gagaga.

went to dnt afterward,how depressing.my fridayy(:

peperiksaan lisan peringkat O

2009-07-02T21:17:00.003+08:00

I hate orals.especially Malay,pretty sure i'm gonna choke
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.crap !
pls be nice,cikgu

kloveyouthnksbye(:

teenhood

2009-06-30T23:11:00.003+08:00

we've been roaming around.
rawr of laughter filled our days but ended with a frown
we hide our true feelings,our true life.
some,get through the day pretending.
but y'know,somehow it worked.
rather than moaning and doubting yourself,
we laugh and make life seems like a bad joke.
all of it,an attempt to unravel the true meaning of laughter.
momentary,but satisfactory.
but hey ,by putting a front of nonchalance,
life isn't that bad aye?
so c'mon my friends,smack away those lazy ass devils off your shoulder
and keep track with the possible reality of whats coming up.
look up,close your eyes,as the bright sun made a reddish colour appear on your eyelids,
bear with the sudden burn and warmth on your face,took a deep breath,and smile(:
and all we have to do is have that mentality of...
JUST DO IT(:
and we'll be okay.
i believe.
right right?

knisa<3

all smiley

2009-06-28T06:39:00.003+08:00

great company+real friends=priceless(:

its just life.

2009-06-27T01:10:00.004+08:00

i have no point to this post.just that.
Rest in peace to the king of pop.
which btw,is a Muslim as of November 2008.
cool aye?
and i wish i was born in the 50s so i could witness legendary musicians excel.
oh and this song i believe relates to all in one way or another.
we all need someone by our sides don't we? (:

2009-06-25T18:28:00.004+08:00

look Farah,a freaking big O is coming our way.

hmm.where are you?

2009-06-21T16:54:00.007+08:00

what a video.lols
Happy father's day to all fathers.duh
my wish is for those fathers who died could come back to their loved ones
and those who left could go meet the lord(:

its been 8 months.
but we're happier when your gone.
what does that tell ya dad?
see ya around.

knisa((:

An Epic Day((:

2009-06-21T03:53:00.012+08:00

The pictures really conveyed how the day went.Awesome bunch of people they are,different in many ways,which brings out uniqueness in each of us.Hope our friendship would perpetual till we become grannys,and we'll meet up again and jump like there's no tomorrow,taking pictures at marina barrage. (lol cute kan??) aaaahh!

will you lay with me?and just forget the world

Starring Nicole Richie,Paris Hilton and the chiwawa(:(:

Everyone has a risk muscle.you keep it in shape by trying new things.if you don't,it atrophies.make a point of using it,before you more on to purgatory/haven phase.

lawls.
i went high.That's it.
We had our day of bliss,now lets get that brain up and running shall we?
how long can we hide from the big O right?lets face that sucker together.

knisa <3

:D:D:D

2009-06-18T14:44:00.004+08:00

1.Besides lips,where is the favorite spot to get kiss?
neck
2.how do you feel when you woke up?
confused,i found myself laying on the floor beside my bed.maybe i fell.ahahaha

3.Who was the last person you took a photo with?
pooh bear!
4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
hmm.not at all.
5.Would you ever donate blood?
yea sureee
6.Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opp sex?
yeah kinda.sort off.i think
7.Do you want someone dead?
nooo duh.the hell is wrong with you?
8.What does the last message say?
:im here if you wanna talk even if im not 'here' (:
(whatever that means aye?)
9.What are you thinking of right now?
i foresee myself flunking the bloody Os
10.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no not now.i look like shit.just woke up.nyeh
11.what time did you went to bed last night?
err.9 am.today.
12.where did you buy the tshirt you're wearing now?
I stole it(:
13.Is someone in your mind?
yes.(young) mick jagger
14.Who was the last person to text you?
Fiq
15.10 people tagged to do this quiz
(-.- since most ppl have done this.I'll.....)
1.Rpattz
2.Luke pritchard
3.Mick Jagger
4.Ringo Star
5.Bono
6.Kstew
7.Bob harper
8.JT
9.Kanye west
10.Barrack Obamaa

16.who is 2 having a r/s with?
Mischa Barton. grr...
17.Is 3 male/female?
male
18.if 7 &10 get together,would taht be a good thing?
hahah. noooo 7 will get a loong speech and 10 will get a hardcore workout.
19.what is 1 studying about?
how to get rid of overly obsessed screaming fans...?
20.When was the last time you chat with no 5?
this morning,he sang me a cover of everlasting love.awww.
21.Is 4 single?
err.i dunno.he's rich so i reckon NO
22.Say smth about no 2.
hot.great singer with cute British accent and writes good songs for The kooks((:
23.what do you think about 3 and 6 being together?
hmm.i think kstew would love that
24.Describe 9.
he lost his soul to a women so heartless
25.what will you do if 6&7 fight?
watch?(:
26.Do you like no 8?
love himmm?!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
kthnksbye.